When people ask me about myself, I never truly know what to say. Usually I describe myself as a weird, awkward, unconventional being who's being average in all aspects of life except when it comes to music and people. I'm good with people. Well, I'm socially awkward, but I can read people. There's a difference. So, I finally get around to admitting the fact that I have a hard time accepting compliments and putting myself down. I guess people have told me I'm confident/arrogant before, so I've become extremely modest to not come off as a prick. It is working? Either way, I'm really satisfied with life right now. I'm able to write bit by bit again, my grades are falling into place, and Germany is within my grasp. It seems that things are working out for me. I have to say, I'm thoroughly enjoying it! A big part of this was forgiveness. By forgiving the people I was uncontrollably and irrationally mad at, I was able to be happier. I advise forgiveness in place of revenge nowadays. Because, I'm happier, they're happier, and I'm not a jerk for stooping to low levels. So, with a fairly clean slate, a full plate of career building, school, looking into religions more, and suddenly acquiring a pretty busy love life, I'm pretty set. I may be exceptionally busy, but I'm fine with juggling for a while. :) I'm just so crazily happy to start to fall into my groove again.

I promise I'll write about something for all of us again, next time.. I just have to give my writing a little more time. It'll come to me.

- Cait