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i loved you.
i have ever since i met you.
and i was 5.

remember when we ate lunch together, every single day in 4th grade? i do.
remember when the whole grade hated me, and you didn't? i do.
remember when i lost my family, but you kept me going? i do.
remember when you grandfather died, and i was the first one you called, the only one to help you pull through? i do.
remember when we used to throw stuffed lions into the fan in kelso's room? i do.
remember when we kissed? i do.
remember when we would spend all night talking, and never run out of things to say? i do.
remember when you helped me through every heartbreak? i do.
remember when we used to fight. downright scream at each other? i do.
remember when we were able to make up in .5 seconds? i do.
remember when i would slam the phone down in frustration? i do.
remember when we went in the woods by your house and were eaten by geese and 'quick sand'? i do.
remember when we stopped talking? i do.
remember when i stopped loving you? oh wait, that didn't happen.
and i know it didn't, because i still do. every morning, every night, all day, everyday.
it is what it is.
and i'll always love you. be it brotherly love, motherly love, best friend love, or real love.
and after 10 years, saying 'i love you' is something i mean.
because its true.
love is when you can't go a second without someone.
when your heart breaks even when you have no reason for it to break at all.
so simply put,
i. love. you.
and now, it hurts.
but i'll drift from you. and you've got her. so i can forget you and get over you, and you won't notice me leave. so goodbye.
g'night.
<3